to my beloved ones...

sometimes,
when i just stop calling you,
it's not that i don't want to talk to you
but i do really need some time...

sometimes,
when i just ignore what you say,
its not that i don't care about your problems
but i do really feel a bit annoyed...

sometimes,
when i just run away,
it's not that i don't want to be with you
but i do really have to find my own way...

sometimes,
when i start yelling at you,
it's just because i feel i'm losing it
but i don't really want to scare you...

sometimes,
when i say something hurting,
it's just because i'm angry or disappointed
but i don't really mean it...

sometimes,
when i don't say i love you,
it's just because i don't want to say it
but i do really care...