thoughts

i know i promised i wouldn't cry and i failed... i wanted to say so many things but i couldn't find the right words when the perfect moment came...
from now on i'll walk all by myself and when closing my eyes i'll get enough strength to keep on... i'll take you apart and learn how to look at you without needing you... i'll learn how to deal with this feeling without breaking out...
i know i said i didn't care and i lied... i wished i could change the whole world but i couldn't even go the right way...
is this gonna last any longer? i can't anymore...