deceived

i don't get it... how long is it gonna take...

we all grew up waiting for THE prince and suddenly we just find out he doesn't really exist and neither do we are THE princesses we were supposed to be...
so, is there another way to get out of this fantasy world where nothing matters but what people think? i'm not really into kissing frogs looking for mr right but it seems to be the only possible way although it can end up driving me to a huge mistake...
i must confess i've been trying to create new ways of getting paired but it's taking more than what i thought so now i'm gonna try to revert the effects of the love stories heard back in our childhood... maybe it doesn't work neither but at least it's gonna keep me busy for a while...
well, being honest... i've been thinking pretty much "dummheiten" lately... got to stop studying that much...
in the meanwhile, don't be afraid...